30 March 2011

Today i dunno why somehow i'm missing some ppl not only ah yi i dunno why i keep thinking of u n the word that u say.. wat happen to me today? Hais today my mood is going up n down.. I'm having a heavy headache, just now eating prata at Blk 749 haha feel so fun eating.. eat till halfway aveline n my spoon broke into two pieces haha so funny chat n slack while agt going back home..

29 March 2011

Today working keep quarrel wif da tou, learn how to do Bar Daily.. today when breifing they told me i'm de only server i was shock as dylan n kenny were not here n vicent off, michelle did't came to work.. Luckily gt de morning shift ppl OT to help me but 1 thing was tat d tou same zone wif me.. I am v tire n stress standing in de middle from de two of them, i wander how i can stay wif u for going 1 year without knowing u well, i keep neglect u but u still say u love me? I'm tire of all those thing work, relationship, friend n what more? i just feel like being alone i just wanna go beach n relax.. WHY? Because i lie to u once so u feel scare n dun dare to trust me again, so wat u wan? I feel like letting go, i told u tat i'll leave u is not just saying or asking for fun but it's real i'm tire of everything.. I talk to johnathan at Room 11 i did't close de door coz i dun wan u all to say or think anything but u ask da tou go n take a look can't i talk to a friend aft work? can't i play pool wif him at 801, u dun let me go there play coz only de both of us even i talk to him at K11 u also dun like so wat u wan? I really dun wanna quarrel wif u everyday but st i dunno why de thing u say / did make me piss off.. I noe it's not easily to forget de person that u love but did u ever ask urself why must u love that person so much since she keep making u angry, yesterday i wanna walk away not becoz i wanna cool down go be alone is because i feel like crying out of de sudden.. A Emo girl is always a Emo girl...

22 March 2010

Today as usual nothing much.. yesterday saw brenda n tee tian at blk 736 void deck, me, da tou n aveline went down n chat wif them, aft tat we go NTUC wif aveline find de body wash tat she wan.. later we went to at void deck at 741 n slack while waiting for clememt, da tou went back at around 11pm.. while slacking de 5 of us share many ghost story n plkay true or dare.. Many thing happen recently n ppl are changing.. we can't compare this person wif another person..

My 2nd plan? wat should i do? go take private course or take private 'N' cert n go higher nitec? So stress i gt debar from exam so wat's de point of doing de sch project? Hais so stressful, if dun study go find a full time job n work? today did't attend sch again think if this continue my dad is doing to kill me le.. Keep nag by them i feel so stress..

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Confuss

I dunno why i'll cry aft he send me back home last tue.. i think tmr than i go take my x-ray report ba.. Hais when can i stop confussing? What is my heart thinking? why my tears nowadays so naughty, i dun wan it to come out it come out.. i dunno why i'll feel angry when u did't reply my msg even i noe that u should be slping as u are sick... Sian... Feeling emo suddenly..

School

School again i ned to faster finish up my DWA worksheet le... School is always de same for me... Internetworking time play game listen song did't really hear wat de teacher say haha.. Aft sch going hm than met jasper.. Maybe he's rite i dunno how to concern ppl.. DA TOU always say we must give n take but i always take seldom give.. I think i'm nt a gd gf why he still like me i rather being single than attach so de person who love me would't gt hurt so badly.. Tuesday i'll face sth myself haha say till like v big thing like tat haha...