29 March 2011

Today working keep quarrel wif da tou, learn how to do Bar Daily.. today when breifing they told me i'm de only server i was shock as dylan n kenny were not here n vicent off, michelle did't came to work.. Luckily gt de morning shift ppl OT to help me but 1 thing was tat d tou same zone wif me.. I am v tire n stress standing in de middle from de two of them, i wander how i can stay wif u for going 1 year without knowing u well, i keep neglect u but u still say u love me? I'm tire of all those thing work, relationship, friend n what more? i just feel like being alone i just wanna go beach n relax.. WHY? Because i lie to u once so u feel scare n dun dare to trust me again, so wat u wan? I feel like letting go, i told u tat i'll leave u is not just saying or asking for fun but it's real i'm tire of everything.. I talk to johnathan at Room 11 i did't close de door coz i dun wan u all to say or think anything but u ask da tou go n take a look can't i talk to a friend aft work? can't i play pool wif him at 801, u dun let me go there play coz only de both of us even i talk to him at K11 u also dun like so wat u wan? I really dun wanna quarrel wif u everyday but st i dunno why de thing u say / did make me piss off.. I noe it's not easily to forget de person that u love but did u ever ask urself why must u love that person so much since she keep making u angry, yesterday i wanna walk away not becoz i wanna cool down go be alone is because i feel like crying out of de sudden.. A Emo girl is always a Emo girl...