Monday, April 25, 2011

26April 2011




(Memory of u & me)

when end work saw ur fb post n ah yi post on my wall de thing i dunno why i feel like crying my heart feel heavy. I would't tell de others how i feel even i wanna tell ppl how sad i'm now my mouth will stop me from saying, none of a word will come out of my mouth.. I dun wish to create more yao yan, i noe when i hav't break wif him i'm always close wif u bt now it's diff i just break n i dun wan them to say i break coz of u or watever, u can say i dumb so why must i care so much about wat they say, i just dun like de feeling.. u are not me how will u noe how much i feel right now? Even somtime i wish that u will surprise me by waiting at de staircase or my hus downstair n wait for me to go work, but i noe i'm just dreaming.. I'll went over to ur hus sometime to surprise u coz i wanna c u, my feet just wanna go ur hus n find u but i dunno why.. Thanks for letting me know that u have aldy stop loving me n going to give up.. How much u mean to me i'll just keep to myself u are forever my friend.. How gd u treat me will always keep inside my heart, hope u find a better girl who would't make u angry like i do.. I always di siao u or di siao ppl i dunno why i like to di siao ppl maybe it will make me laugh n happy for a time being so that i would't emo maybe this kind of method to di stress is not right n i should't di siao u.. I guess u will be happy few days later coz u no ned to take care a little, dumb, stupid n silly girl sorry to say that coz i'm just speaking the true.. U not ned to gt emo coz of me, i'll visit de hamster when i'm free, the pic really v cute.. I will have to grow strong 1 day so i'll go to the changi village myself, even if there's anything happen wif me also not anyone business it's my own business.. wo hai xiang ku, wo yao bian jian qiang, wo bu yao kao nan ren wo bu shi yi ge weak girl!! wo bu xiang yao jie ni de jian ban ku qi!! ni bu zhi dao wo de xin yao dou tong he nan shuo... good bye.. I dun think you will see this post since u say buy to me.. Maybe i should't post on the blog again rite, de way i msg u can't see my emotion i put hahas doesn't mean i'm happy if u emo n u dun wish to let de other ppl noe u will always put this to let ppl noe that u are fine..

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