7April 2011

Today working at Zone 1 saw 2 new full time server haha.. gt 1 guy look abit like xiao tou, n tat uniform tat he wear is dam nice than us, it's a black polo tee.. Work till 10 i going recept work till close not much customer today, but i dun like Mr jimmy friend those ppl at rm806 wam.. They always call jimmy here there for discount or Mr jimmy will give her friend FOC, let them smock inside or give special discount to them let them have de VIP Rm.. Today at briefing i was late n i dun like de thing tat he say in de briefing, was hard to work n i really feel v sian working at there.. Plus can say dunno is cold war wif him again or quarrel.. Sian ar.. I just wanna be alone awhile to cool down can't i? i just wann cry out can't i? Fine i dun wish to say anything le it's all my fault tat's it.., Ppl smoke, cut their wrist, take drugs drink alcholic to disstress but it's not use, i just now really feel like Buying cig or liqiour to disstress... I'm really tire if i really break i would't tep into relationship again it's so painful...