EMO

Yestersay after wprk jasper bring me to ECP to relax n he bought a big bear gor me i name her Ci Xin as my fav monkey call Ci Ci n his name is jie xin haha... Suddenly think of my ex n why we break i feel like crying although i just drop a few tears, i try to hide it from him as i dun wan him to noe i was crying.. I dunno why i keep hugging him maybe i like to hug him coz i feel v comfortable? haha... Chat n play firework at there haha my rocket fail to fly sad haha.. We take cab to my hus there to prepare for sch n he went to de nearer coffee shop.. I noe there's no rite or wrong in a relationship n loving de wan that u should't not love is not ur fault.. Love is a v selfish, hurtful n painful things n i guess all those thing u have experince before.. Emo? by emo everyday also would't heal the pain for wat, n by hurting urself u would't destress so why must u hurt urself.. If hurting ourself will help us to destress i would like to try but sad to say i can't.. I really wanna take a rest i really cannot take it.. Being in de centre is hard but wat can i do? U always wanna hide ur emotional from me but it still can see through.. Sorry for making u walk around n keep neglect u when i'm wif my friend, but next time i really wanna go tour around hou gang on March maybe coz i'm having hoilday haha.. Tire tire tire i feel like sleeping i type this post n play FB till i feel like sleeping OMG i dun feel like doing her work so tire.. I dun wanna kell my brain cells for doing the work.. Hump i still ned to help marcus type de Resign Letter Hais tire ar... So many thing to do.. This month work so litter only but wat can i do my  classes end very late plus i gt things to do.. 1 week i try to work more than 3 time but always gt thing to do not friend ask for help if not is sch thing pop up on weekday.. Sian ar... HELP!!