School

It's sch again... Hais I really dunno who i really love.. Did i love u or him? I'm v confues maybe i'm scare to accept guys that is working in kbox ba coz of all those ppl who like to talk behind ppl back.. Should i leave this outlet soon? I dunno why when we chat on de phone yesterday my tears come out.. Why it's u n why it's me? Why must i make a dicision between de two? Can i just being single n dun choose anyone.. Smetime i just feel like crying but my tears just dun wanna come out.. Now my favourite song will be XIN DONG & HE SE YU MO.. Can i just be alone for de rest of my life? Ppl always told me that being love is de most happiness things but maybe i dun think tat coz de person who love me suffer alot.. I always overslp maybe i'm too lazy to wake ba.. I noe that no 1 can replace ah yi coz he noe me well than other ppl.. Are u my other half? or maybe my other half is not hee yet? The hurt that u(wei jie) once give me i've try to heal it but did i forget how to love a person aft u left me? What is de feeling when u love a person? What is de feeling when u hug de person tat u love? What is de feeling when u hurt your love onces??